endure

Everybody has hearts desires

mine is to sing life to the nations

and to become the woman after the heart of God!

i wish it was this easy..

thoughts come to mind that causes confusion

and emotions breake lose that sets ur heart up for illusion

it's a constant battle between heart and mind

my mind cries out desperately in times when my heart is weak

but im tired of this endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow

so i close my eyes and take a deep breath

and think about all that's left.

if i live an unhappy life then what's the point of living it?

if i can but keep on believing, i can endure this moment of what i know in my heart to be true

i have come close to sharing myself, never really revealing anything to anyone.

feelings are invisable and when i dream reality shatter before my very eyes.

at times the glimmer in my eyes slowely dissapears

but within my heart a fire burns without any fears!

The bible says God has the best in store for us

so i remind myself as memories turn to dust