You are for me

this blog is inspired by the song "You are for me" by Kari Jobe

this song means more to me then just another song

what get's me the most and is a burden on my heart is people have no clue what they're singing anymore.

if they would only know the deepnis of the words they sing, 

lives would change every second, 

you can trade sorrow into joy, 

you would find rest by proclaiming He is Lord, 

sickness would be healed and He would calm your raiging sea and comfort you in His arms.

this is what keeps me going and what drives my worship

i close my eyes and proclaim that He is my refuge, 

my Rock when im exhausted, 

My hidingplace when i fear, 

my strenght when im weak, 

through the valley of death He is with me, my Healer when im sick,

 my Friend in lonelynes, 

He is for me not against me,

 He will never forsake and loves me through my faults

i cry over the fact that people take worship as just a routine thing in church but it's so much more!

it's speaking over your life that nothing can come against you because God is in you 

and when life does hold you down it's the one and only thing that can breake every chain!

it's when the holy spirit moves and does his work

it's when God pours out His love, reaches out his hands and to have the one on one time that He desperatly wants with His children. 

so don't take worship for granted, it's the most precious time you can spend with him!

we sing "i know that You are for me

You will never forsake me in my weakness

I know that you have come now 

even if to wright upon my heart
to remind me who You are"

this means in everthing i do, You is for me.

when everything and everybody turns against me, You are still for me

when trouble times seems to hold life against me, You are for me

when my sin turns me against myself, You are for me

when im broken and crying out for you in my darkest hour, Your are for me

He will never leave us by ourselves

He will never turn His back against us

He will never forsake me when i fail in my weaknesess

he has come to be for me even if it's just to remind me

who He is and what He has promised us!

declare that He is always with you

declare that He is faithful

declare that because he is with you, i will not fear

declare that only His name brings miracles

declare that He is your provider, your Strongtower, your Shield, your Comfoter, 

your Happiness, your Hero and Savior, your King and Majesty, Your maker and healer,

declare that He is simply your Everthing!

and keep declaring this over and over again till you feel His power running through your body!

worship is drinking from the river of life, He is the Fountain of life

to soak in His presence is what keeps me alive!

(vanaf 3:55 )

alice in wonderland

i often wake up and find myself repeating the next:

"the Lord is my sheppard i shall not want"

"because You are with me i shall not fear"

this i keep repeating out loud till im calm again

it's because i often wake up with a heavy heart and a negative burden on my mind

and if i dont take the time to encourage myself with those scriptures then call me despressed

negative thoughts keep you at bottom, they crush you and kill all the good that is left inside

what is the point of loving someone when yourself is burned to ashes

when you have nothing to give and when you dont even know how to love anymore

i quitely assume that this has come to an end

i open my sad eyes wishing to go asleep and never wake up again

call me alice in wonderland

it's midnight and my eyes wonder off to the seeling

it's like my mind goes on lock

no dreams no sleep just laying here scared of all thoughts

some days i am closer to truth, some days it seems far far away
some days i think i understand, some days i am just so lost

thoughts of failure, self-worth, can I fix what is broken?
do i even know what is broken?

the heart is wound yet not healed and my aches not filled with care

a tear touches another tear and now my mind still not woke up

love that left in the middle of my journey

my feelings and emotions are in dilemma with a mind still restless

i look at things at my own way and have a hard time to see my own failures

you have to shook me up before i see

and the worst has come to happen before i plee guilty

even tho my intentions are pure doesnt mean i can do what ever i want

trying to reclaim what i lost

i open all my windows and let light shine through

now my mind set itself free

Psalm 23
The Lord is my shepherd,
I shall not want

He makes me lie down in green pastures.

He leads me beside still waters

He restores my soul.

He leads me in paths of righteousness

for His name's sake.

Even though I walk through the valley

of the shadow of death,

I fear no evil

for You are with me

Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me

all the days of my life

and I shall dwell in the house of the

Lord forever.